Here we go again..

26th November was just an another usual day for Mumbai.The financial capital was at its busiest best in the day and as night fell there was the usual vibrant night life .Little did anyone know what was in store for the people later in the night.

The gory attacks began at around 9 30.News channels flashed graphic images of fresh blood pools.Photos of terrorists were being shown.You may have heard this many times by now but ...just look at the audacity of these people walking into Mumbai and open firing on innocent civilians.

They say we ill-treated their 'fellow brothers' in jail...bloody ur 'fellow brothers' brutally took away lives of innocent people,people who were just living their lives,earning daily bread for their families that too if i may point out by sheer hard work and not by taking away peoples lives.You show absolutely no compassion in bombing places as if it were Diwali to you...and you expect us to treat you properly??Well if i had the power i would treat you guys the same way you treated us..

You guys might call yourselves.'Fidayeen' or 'Jihadis' or something else..but for us u guys are just cowardly saddist people who just want to kill and watch happily as cities bleed in front of you..tht's it.Please do not even consider thinkin tht u guys are people sent by god to free people of ur community from all evils.These people are happy were they are..they aren't being ill-treated.They are our own brothers and sisters.Its only cos of u few cowards tht communities are defamed. These bloody anti-social elements just want out take out their personal grudges in the name of so-called freeing..

Well however they say if you urself do not hv a clear conscience you don't have any right to blame anyone.Same is the situation in our country.No sooner did people start getting reports of these attacks..than their was PM's 'address to the nation'.Well it was the same "We strongly condemn these attacks.India has to be united.We will take stringent actions"..That was quite an address ehh!! Obviously any sane person on earth would condemn these attacks..

About the 'stringent' actions well..yea they would be taken obviously..but they ll last for like a week or so.Eventually things will get back to 'normal'.After a few months the city will be attacked again,the same address to the nation again week long security measures and so on...it's a cycle.I may be nowhere close to being optimistic...but it's not just me i am sure many of you guys must'hv had the same thots.

Next about the 'has to be united ' part...Mr.PM if you just sent out a message of unity and the leader of opposition addressed to the nation that 'all leaders must extend their full co-operation in helping out India'.. what message of 'Unity' did you guys give when you both arrived separately from the same place to the same destination??Wow...now thats an inspiring message of 'We have to be united'!!

Mr.L.K Advani surprisingly said that it's not time to blame anyone..we have to tackle this together...and the first thing he did after coming to Mumbai is blame the 'Intelligence department' for it's failure.Bloody..can't one simple thing get into our hard head shells..whther it was their fault or anybody elses...innocent civilians are paying the price of it.While you guys play passing the blame amongst yourself..Hundreds of families have lost their near and dear ones..It may be just numbers for you guys but each of these numbers was a Life...which is now gone can't neone of these nutheads...understand the gravity of this fact?!!Had any of their family members been at those three sites then they would hv turned the entire world upside down..it's just so disgusting and dissappointing that these are the people who are running our country.

The only thing I am proud of right now are those men in uniform who were right there throughout the greulling 48 hour operation with those trapped hostages at evry moment,ensuring the safety of these people by putting their own lives in danger.We have doubted their integrityand dedication for many years..but in the past three days they have proved why they are where they are right now.They came forward when we needed some hope..not these disgusting so-called 'leaders'.People are still mourning the deaths of three of the brilliant personalities the police force had..it's a tragedy tht ll hurt people even years after this ordeal.What is highly disgusting is the safety gear tht these three men were provided with when everyone knew what they were dealing with.its highly infuriating tht we didn't even send them wid proper protection even as they were fighting for us..and noone else..

As these brave men faced terror..after the attackers were neutralised..what do we see on our tv screens...Shameless...stupid..incompetent 'leaders' addressing people and demanding updates about the attacks.How low can these people get!!..To all those 'leaders'..where you dere to pull trapped people outta the Taj when it was on fire..NO! it was the fire brigade who inspite of knowing that terrorists where present inside...continued rescue operations!..where you there when commandos where battling the militants inside the hotels..What bloody right do you have to talk about all this? If you guys were in their positions i am sure you wud hv just fainted or started crying so badly the terrorists wud hv took pity on you spared ur lives (how brave naa!) or most of you are so old..you must'hv suffered from a cardiac arrest (Now i think u guys are educated enough to know what a cardiac arrest is!)

We all have disliked these people but its the first time this hatred is seen out in the open.Even the media personel are not really happy with the way our 'leaders' are behaving.Well..if this wasn't disgusting enough a local newspaper had an advertisement of a political group appealing people to vote for the group..and they promised they would end terror...!!Cool naa..!!I may be sounding a bit too sarcastic but if i don't do that i am gonna end up swearing..which i don't want to cos these stupid idiots do not even deserve that. If anyone can fight terrorism forget ending it (No way it ll end with you brilliant "young" minds in power)..its those men in uniforms.We say that the militants are heartless craetures...i say these '' leaders" are shameless heartless disgusting pieces of garbage..we have been made to live with.How can neone take upon the deaths of hundreds of people as a way of asking for votes..god dammit!!

Well...i dunnoe about these 'emminent personalities' but what Mumbai saw in the past 48 hrs, the way the armed forces have saved lives..I am sure each and every common Mumbaikar out their is feeling the same thing what i am feeling right now that 'We are united'..and we bloody don't care bout what our leaders' concept of unity is.And i sincerely do hope from Mumbai that even if these nutheads do not take their 'stringent' measures we''ll make them take those..it's high time we take care of Mumbai ourselves rather than relying on these whimps..All I hope is the kinda awakening that has been their among the people doesn not die out days after this massacre.I do hope we do not have to see anymore bloodshed.I do hope things change now...and if we don;t have the power to change things then atleast..we'll make those who do have powers..to bring about a change.

It's high time now that we stop "Getting back to normal" after evry two or three months.I also do hope that somehow these 'leaders' start caring a bit more about human lives and actually work for the country instead of being so..shamelessly self-sentered..cos dunnoe if they realise it "It's your job to run the country"nothing more than that...its your JOB just like everyone else has a job.It's the one single thing entrusted upon you atleast do that properly.Pls do not keep bickering about how this party is bad what wrong they did..at the end of the day it's the common people getting affected..not you guys just please realise it..!!

I ll finally conclude by just saying that all those unfortunate people who lost their lives..May their souls rest in peace. To all those men who laid down their lives for us 'We are proud of you guys' and not to forget all those reporters standing out there for full 48hrs just so that we would know what Mumbai is going through right now.I just hope..we never have to see anything like this ever again

Boredom :(

October 20th 2008 10:43 pm..Here I am sitting in front of my computer..studying ehh trying to study for my tests tom..But such is the numbness that engineering can cause that at one point you stop bothering..
Basically where i study..as like in any other engg college..there are dese diff types of ppl..One who just love to sit first bench middle..row..and look at the prof..blabbering away gibberish..and note down..every single thing he says..carefully..in their notebook..for that particular sub (Generous use of Different colored pens is also made..)..Den cums..the brand ambassadors for butter factories..dese are present almost everywhere wherever we go..
Their presence is very important .for the profs..cos they finally have someone to flatter them..and for us cos we finally have sumone to bitch about..dey go about asking the most silliest of all doubts...as if to solve it is like mission impossible types..and if not ques..den compliments sure..are another way..dey hope to impress d prof...compliments..regarding teachin skills...or even luks..doesn matter even if the prof is perfectly fit for Ramsay productions next hit movie..

Then cums the kinda people who dun give a *^$% bout whts happening inside the class..the only time one can expect some kinda enthusiasm from them in the class (IF dey are ever present)..
is wen dey all run to catch the last benches..so that dey can snore away or complete their assignments..Oh and also...wen dey rush to the profs to explain why their attendance is as superb as 8 outta 28 lectures..

Then dere are ppl...who leave for their homes the minute..ohh sorry the millisecond college leaves...and we have ppl who just dont get outta college..unless...dey get a phone call from dere homes..or ppl are forced to throw dem outta college..

Well...in the two years of engg i hv done..i think i fall into the i dun give a $$!% category...cos its really hopeless...trying to make sense outta what the profs say when dey themselevs hv no idea bout it..I mean..I know by now evryone must hv said it or realized it sumtime..tht wats the use of all dis...this as in writing (rather copying) assignments..when whtevr u write makes no sense to you..trying rather desparately tryin to make an impression on profs jsut so tht dey dun plot against you like we are all sum part of a non ending eternal K serial..I mean..ideally...dis aint wht engneering or for tht matter ne other field is about..

During the entire sem..lifes pretty much cool..wid events..where we all wrk together...hv loads of fun.do things which act make sense to us.Though after all the events are done we experience severe withdrawal symptoms as we try to get used to sitting for lecs..and realize..what exactly is going on in class..

And then as the end of semester nears...the writting begins..the anwer to evry whts up msg on our phones or on our msgngr screen is "Nothin re jus writing.."..and by the time it gets over you so numb and tired..tht u just dun wanna do nethin...jus sit..do nothin...even wen you got exams the next day..thts exactly wht i am doing now..

I mean whts the point of keepin two exams 15 days apart..when u know we d be busy writing n writing..cant dese coll pl undrstnd or they bloody just wanna torture us..
Well..after two years u kinda get used to it..and u just stop bothering..n occasionally u get dese bouts of realization..tht "Arey...wht in the name of God is going now..i dun hv the slightest idea..".But then term ends..the library becums overcrwded wid ppl some revising their stuff..some..openin their new buks..sum askin what buks to open..after a month long PL..its exam time..the usual Nite maarna..strategy.."will complete this chap in an hr..."blah blah..

Well thts pretty much how the sem goes..starts off wid..evryone getting used to whts arnd dem..den u get to noe new ppl..hv loads of fun..den..cum bck to normal coll life n again tryin gettin used to whts arnd u..n finally there r exams..though the entire sem goes of in a flash..its dese..few days b4 the exams..which are like supremely boring..days..when u just cant make up ur mind to do somethign..u feel bored...sleepy..or in my case end up writing long..going nowhere types post :P ...

Hmm..can't think of any title...

Well..i feel like blasting some people...today...no particular reason..just like that..The one thing that irks me to death is the audacity and the hypocrisy some people can show..the hypocrisy sometimes is masked by so-called "diplomacy"..(yea rite!!)

I mean i have seen people thoroughly opposing a particular thing at one moment and lo and behold!!the very next moment you can see them approving the same thing...i mean at least have the guts to stand by whatever you say even if 100 people are against it..i mean i cant even say common be a man...stand by your words...cos i myself hv come across many "men" who wouldn't stick to their words..(wonder you'd still call them men..)

I have come across people who who can be jealous of you just because you are more known in college than they are...and den you know what they do..they try to make us feel bad...by trying to show how academically ahead they are of us..(i mean...get a life for god's sakes)..

I feel for them friendship means hanging out in restaurants..talking bout movies..what they had for dinner yea all that is dere..and you know when they remember you the most...when they need some help with some assignment...or they need to solve doubts they have and when they know you have decent knowledge re guarding some sub...oh my god they'll...treat you like kings and queens.

Hmm..oh and bout those bloody infuriating show offs...k fine u hv talent u can do things u can help ppl cos u know how to...do it...no problem at all...bt why show it to the world ?? Why make every single teeny weeny thing u do..look like u hv climed mount everest in record time or sumthin....u hv done tht thing cos it was ur job...u were spposed to do it.so pls dun make it luk like ur doin the universe a favour ..like u were the only person..on the face of this earth who cud accomplish it..hv sum amount of humility ppl..!!!Especially if wht they are doing involves other people too professionally or personally..you cannot go on publising tht U did this..U did tht...i mean...fuck off to them.!!!!!seriously..

Next bunch of people..are the so-called critics...bloody...cant make a proper cut in a dance step..dun hv the guts to step on the dance floor..and we hear them syain.."U know ur co-ordination could have been better or u know..this step of urs was too thanda."..well..do you know it takes bout an hour of brainstorming to choreograph just two minutes of dance...if u can suggest a better step...then be my guest...same thing goes for other area..u bloody dun wanna miss out on coll lecs...u dun want coll teachers to screw u up..u bloody dun wrk and wen we manage to pull off sumthin....u r right there sayin how it cud have been better...i have come across many people...of this sort..while makin notices on photoshop i admit..i aint a pro at it..i am still learning there are loads of ppl much more brilliant at it..if u can do it better do it then.

But at the end of the day all this shoutin and blasting falls on deaf ears...it just becomes another way of venting ur frustration cause if these ppl would hv understood all this stuff i wudn be talkin bout them in the first place...and if they dun care bout wht wrk dey hv to do..or wht r their responsibilities..den why wud they even care n listen to wht we tell them...u jus hv to hope tht they do not come in your way to spoil ur mood..and bring you on the verge of writing a post like this...

All's well that ends well..

People say all's well that ends well..quite true..in the end..everything does become alright;you do feel like you are were you want to be..you are doing what you want to do..your life is going the way you had planned it would go...sounds perfect doesn't it..well..I feel it only sounds perfect ...it may not be actually perfect.
When you think about...the 'ends well' part of this saying,obviously there has to be something going on in your life that is gonna end well..rite?Most of the times its the little setbacks in our lives that make us think feel that it ll all end well..Don't you get it...IT WILL ALWAYS END WELL...it's just either it'll end well in the way YOU want it or it'll end well cause you give up trying to make it end well in your way..or in more simple terms..you'll compromise on the ending..and then come to terms with it..and finally accept it as it is and move on..
All i am sayin is..if this happens in my case...i 'd want it to end well my way..well..everyone would want that..Sometimes you hope it ends your way and deep down you know it won't that's where it starts hurting cause you feel helpless you feel hurt you feel stranded and you know the pain you are goin to go through in accepting the fact that you have to compromise..even if everyone on the face of this earth knows you do not deserve anything of this sort...you just can't help it.
From what I see it isn't jus "All's well that ends well" for me...its "All's well That ends in the way i want..".Probably the one who made this saying got his ending the way he wanted..he doesn't know how it feels to get it the other way.I maybe sounding too much of a pessimist....well..just telling you what i feel..